I'm Going to Create a Life I am Proud Of.

"Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that tries to die." - Unknown

Now I have had a hard couple of days. I have made the decision to go off my medication and try to improve my life without them. This has made me very sick, physically and emotionally. But I want to share with you all the thoughts that help get my through these times.

Now the topic of this blog came to me in a time when I was suffering a lot, it began with a quote that happened to be exactly what I needed to hear at that time in my life. This is just going to be a short post about how I got inspired by this quote.

"I hope you live a life you are proud of. If you find that you are not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." 

Lately since I lost my relationship. I have been changing a lot and I would be completely lying if I said I didn't miss my old life. As much as I would give anything to have it back, I also need to stop living my life wishing and continue to create a life that I am going to love and remain proud of.
I need to hold on to the people who have loved me all through these dark times and reach out to some of the people I have lost over the journey.

Now the hard part is becoming that person who you are proud of and living a life that brings you happiness.

Now I am sure you all have dreams, that seem far flung and improbable. But it is our duty to ourselves to chase them anyway. So that is what I plan to do. My advice to myself and to you is
"Gather up all of your scattered dreams and build the live you love."

So this short message is just to let you all know that I am okay, and I will be better, everyday I will takes the steps to build the life that I love.

Thank you for reading and supporting me on this journey. I will continue to document it the whole way in the hope that I inspire some of you to create things that you love in your lives.
So much to you all. I hope we can go through this journey together.